WHA!? VEGAS?!

Hell to the yes... I think? After much denial from me to go to Las Vegas and not much care for it. It seems that I will be going there late March/ Early April. I am not sure what to expect from that trip. All I know it is I am set to go. First time ever. Been to Europe, Mexico, Canada, and even NYC, but no Vegas. Yeah, I know it is only 4 hours away from L.A.... but it just sounds like a city that will scare the shit out of me. Therefore sounds like a good time. Plus i've been to Seattle with these girls, so it should be fun... or maybe one that we won't remember much?

I keep thinking about the pouch of juice I found at the beach the other day. i should of drank it, It was closed! Can't believe people would leave trash next nature. It is a shame how humans can be huge asses. Anyway I also found a cool tree that leans to its' side. Awesome right?! Well I thought so. I guess I just have too much free time in my hands. Which goes to my next subject.

Not much excitement has been going on in my life. It is day 5 of the new year and I was wondering what next? I am sort of on a stand still with things. Why? Well I don't know. This is what I think people think of me, "When she was 22, her future looked bright"- Lily Allen. I was listening to her song "22" and it sort of reminded me of my life. If you had never heard the song hear it. The song isn't fully relatable to me but there are a few lines where I think to myself shit.. I know. I am afraid to not be someone that people can be proud of. I am not sure if I am making any sense too the people that know me. I always share all these goals and ideas, sometimes I may seem all over there place. The thing is there is so much I want to do... and yet I haven't found the right thing to do. Wow that was deep. haha. Here are a few lines from the song. "She is thinking how did I get here and wondering why? It is sad but true, how society says her life is already over." "She's got an alright job but not a career, whenever she thinks about it, it brings her to tears". No I am not sad or down about my life. I am just patiently waiting for change. I am hoping to have a new change in career choice in Feb. But I have to wait. Which drives me nuts! I guess the reason I don't feel so down or upset over my life right now is because of the support I have from my family and friends. Most of them support my choices and I thank you all! I have learned how to take it day by day and not push myself as much as I used too. And pretty much be a bit more free spirited. I am happy.

Anyway I am eager for my new camera lens. Expand my photographic skills. UPS needs to hurry it up! I do miss film, but photography gives me my necessary fix. And it is much simple. Not that I am any great but it is a pretty awesome hobby and now whenever I walk down the street, everything seems like a beautiful image.

Alright I have to pee.. it is freezing! I wish I can stuff my face in these right now. Sigh. I should make some tomorrow.