Work Work Work

That is all my life has become, nothing more. Ever since I got back from NYC, I haven't stopped. Neither has the rain, which doesn't make it easier for me to get around. On thursday I got off work at 10pm. SUCKED. I think I shouldn't push myself as much but I did realize, I don't want a full time job. I am even scared to apply to them even though they are not a guarantee for me. Anway one benefit of being stuck in traffic, is watching all the city lights go on at night. I drive down Sunset most of the time to get home. There I can see all the lights of the city brighten up. And it hits me... I am in L.A.! I will get a small break someday and enjoy more time off. But I know all the work and money I am making will be going to my trip to Europe... only less than 5 months away. I've never been much of a saver, but now that I have these plans and goals, I have the drive to save... and even a greater temptation to spend! DAMN!.

I think I have hit my mid quarter life crisis. I normally joke around about it. But this time it is a reality. Just a few days it hit me.. I will be 26 in a few months. SHIT I haven't done much. Although one of my friends did mention, Ted Danson will be 63, so I guess I can't complain. And maybe now it is the time for me to start doing stuff. I still want to go to Grad school and looking more into. But I still want to move, start some new projects, and play the ocassional guitar here and there. I guess with all these ideas playing in my mind, ive felt more lazy to find a full time job. I feel guilty because I should, I have a degree, it's time. What to do right? I miss being a kid.

Anyway for the next 2 weeks I have a booked schedule. Work, friends, and sleep, will take up most of my time. Soon Thanksgiving will be here and Christmas. I love both holidays! Especially because ill do nothing but eat that day. Alright going back to "work", more like day dreaming. Although Interpol is playing outdoors right now and it was awesome to hear them! Too bad their new album sucked balls.