Monday, October 25, 2010

How are things in the West Coast?

Over the past few days I have been feeling nothing but tired. All I care about is sneaking in a nap. My weeks have no end. And I work pretty much everyday. I really can't complain, since in a few weeks I shall be buying my flight to Europe and it will be well worth it. I am very much looking forward to it. I haven't even had time to write on here, let alone take pictures or a nice dump in the toilet. Sorry if that sounded wrong but it's pretty true. I can't believe I will be going ot bed soon. The whole point is, I feel a lot more responsible and adult. My family has always been pretty supportive and open minded with all the things I do. My sibilings and I are allowed to be and choose careers in the creative fields. Something most parents hate. But I also feel the pressure to find a full time job. I am sure you have felt pressures from parents. But honestly I don't want a full time job. I want to travel and live my life. After years of being career oritented, focused on school, and not much of a social butterfly, I finally realized to hell with that.... for now. So for the next 4 weeks i'll be working my ass off. But as soon as I get back from Europe i'll figure things out. I rather be poor and happy than miserable. I know ill achieve a lot, I am not worried. I will prepare my application for the DGA program (Director's Guild associaton) to become an assistant director. I guess in some way I am not giving up, but I am not pushing myself. We all need to stop and look around and realized what truly makes us happy. The fact that I can't go for a run as much, makes me sad. SO soon I shall be back on that routine. Anyway, I don't want to sound as if I am only complaining about things. But I hope I am a good example to someone out there that even though you are working hard, the outcome in the end will be worth it. Even if it is the weekend for you that makes you happy, then that should be enough to appreciate. Hey at least you get weekends off... I DON'T! But I am very much looking forward to March and some sleep.

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