Growing up

Growing up is hard to do. Right? I have been growing up over the past few months. Much faster than going through puberty. I guess puberty really didn't help. You have to go through life adventures and learn from them, wow that sounded so adult like. With all that in mind I have decided to write down and create a blog. Pretty much for my own self -help. For those of you that don't know me, I am Deissy. Here are a few facts about me:

1) I know Zombies are not real... but some part of me believes they are out there.

2) I am 25, although sometimes I think I am 30... or 40 years old.

3) I talk a lot... A LOT and mostly about nothing.

4) I am a daydreamer, I zone out all the time. It is not that I don't want to pay attention to you, but I have a huge imagination that takes up most of my thoughts.

5) Traveling, if I was rich, or had a sugar daddy, I would do more of it.

6) I am Mexican- American. I hate Beans.

7) Born and raised in East L.A... no I don't have an accent. I actually have very proper pronounciation.

8) I have a film degree and I think I want out of that career......

Now with that in mind, yes I want out of that career. I mean I am sure I am not the only one to become jaded in a field that you love. It is a tough career and I have been lucky to have had some opportunities. But here is the thing. I am in a debate with myself. Grad school for International business or Law (either International or Journalism Law). Or continue with film? Or move away for a bit and figure it out? As of right now, I am seriously living at the beat of my own drum. I realized you can't stress over these things. It will be figured out as time goes by. But being done with college is weird. I am excited to see what is too come. I am able to pick up my hobbies again. I will continue to write scripts. Will they make me famous? I damn hope so! I need money. But for now it is a hobby and a passion. I am off to New York in a few days. I have never been and am far too excited to go! It feels surreal for me to go there. In movies we imagined it a certain way and to be honest I wonder if it is just like the movies. Funny I should know better that not everything in movies are real, I am from Los Angeles... duh! But I can't help it. By the way Los Angeles is not so bad. It has been a series of weird weather but man do I love this city! So the idea of leaving this place one day is scary. But I think I need it in order for me to appreciate it more and know if this is truly home. Ill be venturing out too Europe next year. That shall be further discussed. So here is my first post. Thanks for reading!