Relationships, singlehood, happiness, love, friendships

I wasn't going to write today or even this early but I am on my break and had a thought. It's funny to see all my friends grow up and get into relationships. They are all well deserving people and it's nice to see them happy. It gives me hope that one day I will feel the same happiness as they do. I am not going to lie, it is weird to be the third wheel at times, but it is nice to see how happy a couple can be. I know many couples of all kinds. I am learning through them. We all seek relationships and love. We all want it. Sometimes we aren't ready for it. Sometimes time isn't on our side. But I think and believe that everyone will get the chance too feel real love and happiness with a companion. It is a nice idea and I am sticking with it. I just hope that I am able to enjoy it sooner than later, but we can't force those things. All we can do is be hopeful. I am single but It doesn't mean I am not loved, family and friends show me much of it and I am grateful. I am single by choice and for my own personal reasons. Some may not understand why I choose to be and some know exactly why. And if you are one of the few that know why... thank you for understanding, I feel very good about my decision. I'll leave it at that before I give myself away. But I will say this, it is very possible that a person you like can respect you and be super awesome. It's hard to come across those good people. Anyway, one awesome thing about love is that even though you don't have that romantic love, you can still feel it through friends, family, even feel it with your pets. Love allows us to remember how human we are. I know I would be an awesome partner and I can't wait to share my life with someone. But for now I am happy too see some of my best friends at their happiest. And thank you for sharing that with me. I know there is more to this subject, but those were my thoughts today after speaking to my friend Brenda. Good luck in your new relationship, I wish you nothing but the best and you give me hope. I told you to give it a chance! Glad you finally are.