People in Cars

So today wasn't a bad morning per say. Just a very distracting one. When I was younger I remember that sometimes I would see people cry in their cars. I always wondered why? I wondered if someone in their family died or if they got hurt. But it never occured to me that it could of been heartbreak, something emotional. Growing up you learn that love and emotions and so on cause so much pain. No I wasn't heartbroken today or nor am I in love. But hurt. Even friends can hurt you. And then the question arises, can someone who I care about make me cry? Uh yeah.
I have had many friendships of all kinds. Some friends are still around and some aren't. But I have experienced what I used to see.... crying in my car. And it is funny to put myself in that position and wonder if people driving next to me are concerned, wondering, and relating to me? I am sure people noticed. How could you not? So I would like to write in Spanish for the next segment. I am not sure if it is because it is more personal that I feel more safe to write in spanish, it was my first langauge, anyway here it goes:

Cuando viene a relacciones unas personas actuan mas dramaticas que otros. Aveces el pensamiento de nosotros se pasa y en vez de mejorar las cosas las acemos mas peor. Eso fue exacto lo que paso esta manana. La cosas es que en mi mente yo no creo que sobre reaccione a la situaccion. Pero las cosas que pasan oh se dicen es bastante prueba para mi para reaccionar la menera que fue. Es chistoso como aveces una persona puede acerte sentir la culpable. Cuando en realidad es la culpa de los dos, no nomas yo oh el oh lo que sea. Pero mis sentimientos fueron lastimados, y creo lo que me lastima mas es que no entiende porque. Ala mejor estoy pensando mas de lo que debo, y yo soy la que voy mal. No se. Es dificil. Yo no soy persona dificil de caracter oh terca por decir. Pienso las cosas y trato de ser lo mas honesta y logica que pueda. Pero aveces eso me muerde en las nlagas para atras. Ya no se que acer ni decir. Pero creo que sali mas enojada y triste despues de mi conversacion. A lo menos no estoy confudida. Ni modo asi es la vida y lo uniqo que puede deciar es que las cosas se mejoren.

Speaking of cars, yeah "Here in my car I feel safest of all, I can lock all my doors, if we only all lived in cars"- Gary Numan. He was right! I hope my drive back is a bit better. I need to start running again. At least if I were to cry there it would be for ankle pain.