Two of the most amazing American cities. Although I gotta give Seattle some credit for an amazing time. BUT lately i've been eager to go to NYC again. I was going to buy a flight to go, then I realized it is snowing and freezing. HELL NO! It is freaking sunny in L.A., even though it does get freezing at night. I guess to me NYC was an amazing city. One of the best cities in the world. Although i have yet to see more. So here i am, always debating in my mind if to one day move there or not. I know I can probably manage to survive :/, but then again Los Angeles has amazing weather, amazing spots, and GRASSS! Something I rarely saw in NYC, besides Central Park. But LA is home as well, my friends and family are here, my car is here! I know there are many industries NYC, so finding work might not be as hard.. actually I don't know. But one thing I know is i'll miss home. SO I probably would give it a shot for a year or 2. Just have to really think about it, right? As long as it is a zombie free zone i am good, but no seriously, I can see myself there. I felt comfortable and felt excited being there. It could be because I was on vacation though. Although it was pretty weird speaking to people who were latin and not mexican. Accents throw me off! We will see what happens. I just need to go with the flow of things right now. But I think I need a break from here. I think sometimes we all need breaks from our homes and our daily lives. I love my family but jesus, sometimes I need to get away. I am sure we all feel like that at times... Who knows... speaking of who knows, I received some great advice from my friends at work.
I deleted the last post I put because I didn't want to give myself a pity party. With that in mind, I have really great supportive friends. Yesterday I got many pointers on how to sell a script. I need an agent... which is weird for me too say honestly. I need to finish up my script as well. I have the habit to write down my ideas and never finish a script. So usually when i write stuff it is in scratches of paper. When I look into my pockets I always find some piece of paper with stuff i've written. I need to get more organized. The point is, I have guidelines now. But I still need to figure out what and where I want to concentrate career wise. So I am going to cut myself some slack and explore my options. I did realized though that I want something to do at an International market. The funny thing is a little half -Hungarian baby made me realize that. haha. Yeah all I wanted to learn was about the mother's culture, I kept asking her questions on how things are said. When I went to Hungary it was amazing, but wow that language is something else. Anyway it made me realize I want to do something international. Just have to see what and where. But this weekend I shall be doing another set of engagement photos. So I am totally excited for that. It is always good to do hobbies that distract you from real adult issues. ha.
Going back to family, I had some issues to deal with today that were stressful. But I do have to say this. I am lucky to have a very patient mother. Mothers do know best and they know how to make us feel better. Without my mom I don't think I would be a working human being. I know we all fight with our parents at times. And they aren't the best people at times, but at the end of the day she is the one that I know can make me feel better after a bad day. I know it is not mothers day yet but today proved to me that my mom is an amazing person. She will feed my friends, even if it is a bunch of oranges, she made us mickey shape jello, she makes us laugh by not pronouncing things correctly, and she let's me cry when I need too. So with that in mind, I am lucky to have my mother.
So one thing I am doing to keep myself busy is planning out the road trip I'll be doing hopefully in June. It is kind of fun, I am discovering many places I never thought off, even here in California. I am excited to get out for a bit. It's always fun planning out trips. There is so much to do! So I am looking forward to it. I think my list just keeps growing in things to do. I am sure it will be an awesome time. Never done a massive road trip like this. Something new is always exciting! Seeing San Diego to exploring LA. To driving all the way up too San Francisco, Seattle and maybe even Vancouver... traveling is always an amazing experience for me. Oh trust me there are more cities on that list.
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