Time

I miss sleep, I miss having time, I miss being lazy. Over the past few days I have been so caught up with work that I have not had time to do anything. Which saddens me but then again my mom brought up a good point... I get ti hang out with celebrities even though I am their bitch for the day! haha. But she has a point, I am sure there are many people who would love to be in my shoes, just to see a celebrity. Speaking of which this week has been a weird one. I'll start with what happened today.

I was working the Screen Actors Guild event and this gentleman approached me and asked me if I was an actress. My answer was no because well as many of you know, I am not. He then offered his opinion and suggested that I should be. This is the 3rd person in a week to tell me that. I wonder if god is throwing me some sign. This guy was awesome to speak with though. He said "Maybe something great is waiting for you". I could use something great. I think I will start something up with acting. At least extra work for now until I think about something new to do. I know I am all over the place, but I am OK with that. It makes my life fun and I get to explore new things. I don't know if I make sense. I feel like I may come across as crazy to some people, so trust me I am super thankful to have my friends around who can handle my personality. Ha, can you imagine how my parents feel?! Anyway, I have always wanted an Oscar.. haha.

Anyway I am beat, but all this hard work will pay off. I am off to Europe for sure in March. Buying my flight in about 2 weeks. I know people always ask me how can I afford it, well I can't. But I am working my ass off for it. I love to travel and I am very lucky that my parents allow me to do it, knowing we need the money. They understand that we only have 1 life to live so why settle? So no I cannot afford it. But if you have a goal and the drive to do something, then it can be done. And living at home also helps a lot. I am happy spending my money doing this. I am a lot happier and I get to see the world. I think after all I have been through I deserve to do this.